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Datura
03:24
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I can feel
My arms around my heart
These memories
Are tearing me apart
It's so confusing
And mentally fucked up
I wish I was
Just perfect enough
A taste of hell
I've had it in a seed
Some peace of mind
That's all I need
I'm writing letters
Upon the air
Not blinded
But slowly getting there
Find me in the trees
I wanna get away
From everything that bothers me
Every single day
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2. |
Yea, Yea
02:37
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Toppled over, laying down on my face. The truth is that there’s no way out of this place
And did you know, I find it hard to take the promises that we’ll eventually break
Floating across the pavement, I can see the times that I’ve been here before
Held my breath before I run into you. Remember when we talked about the world
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Walking home all alone always killed me
I'm here alone pressed on my wall
I hate the summer, I'm waiting for fall
And every time I snuck outside my window
I'd feel content when the air hit my face
Talked to myself as I roamed the place
The river down the road, the walls where I wrote everything you told me
Its haunting my dreams, its haunting my dreams
And all the classes I'd fall asleep to
They don't mean shit like how I'm feeling now
And lately I'm sleeping in
I find my slumber more consistent now
I had a dream of laying out my bones all across the road. Hopefully turning to dust when August will soon hit again
And Winter was always the worst. That's why I hung those Christmas lights in my room
Too keep me distracted from all of the things that I constantly feel in my head
And New Years was so full of shit, not even the vodka inside of me made me warm
Its not like I drink at all, but I wish I was drunk to forget it all
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4. |
Don't Leave
02:42
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You're runnin circles in my head
I just wish that i was dead
I feel so Incomplete
I feel a sense of defeat
You make me feel like I've never felt before
and I feel so sick cause I am just a bore
I don't deserve anything that I own
but I will make sure that you are never alone
I don't deserve anything that I own
but I will make sure that you are never alone
I never felt this way
I didn't know I could
but I am praying
and I knock on wood
cause I am just so sad
I'll never let you be
and if I make you mad please promise one thing
Don't leave me cause I need you
Don't leave me cause I need you
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I wanna see you
Walking miles to be with you
Talk about everything that seems to run around your head
I don't mind the walk
Made it just around the block
Come outside and maybe we can hang out just for an hour or two
Let's kill some time tonight
Hopefully I'll see you soon
I got a picture of you holding on to me
Too much to say
I got questions every day
Can this moment last inside of us or will it fade away
I swear I'll try
Don't expect you wouldn't mind
And I hope you understand
I'd leave the words I promised in your hands
Let’s kill some time tonight
Hopefully I'll see you soon
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6. |
Flower Girl
03:03
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Flower girl, I'm scared of you
No I don't like you but I'd like to
I'm like you, you're just like me
Here I am, I'm what you want me to be
Flower girl
Held your thorns as tight as I can
Tell me more, I'll understand
Nothing more and nothing less
Heading to my arms again
Flower girl
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7. |
014
00:59
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8. |
Make My Amends
02:33
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Pictures of days in a time of dismay
I long for the seconds of my misery
So young and forgetful to know anymore
Two years of me sleeping in front of your door
Will you make my amends
No time for regretful decisions I've made
The friends that have found me will finally fade
And I'll be alone with the voices inside
So free from distractions that I left behind
Will you make my amends
I am my own
I'll finally grow
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Time
03:24
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Taking my time while i waste my time
There is no more time. Its time for me to die
No one will miss me i must be convincing
But not enough to make you bother to stay
Making me sad. I like to get mad because i dont see why i shouldnt be
Don’t fucking speak to me, you just make things worse
I just want you dead inside of my head
Never did care, I never saw the point
Just let me be myself at gunpoint
This isnt worth it. My life may seem perfect but depression kills as much as armed service
I dont give a fuck but i really do. Theres so many things that make me wish i was you
Kicking and screaming at the fucking tv because i cant watch it, it is brainwashing
All of our youth. I wont be like you ‘cause you’re fucking stupid and cant tell the truth
Nobody listens. Nobody stays. I guess ill just put a bullet in my brain
I don't know what's worse
How time won't help reassure
Or how you make me feel alone
I guess I’ll never know
Guess I’ll never know
Dont stay but do not go
You fucking hate me but i just unfold
Dont regret you or anything that i told
I can’t be better i just make things worse
I didnt realize how much i hurt you
But there is no sense in making amends
I should’ve just left when you made me upset
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Just Breathe
03:03
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I see past these hazy eyes
And soon you'll realize
I'm not so hard to read
My mind just needs to breathe
Can you just hold my hand
And try to understand
Keep walking til we leave
My mind just needs to breathe
Breathe
Just breath
I’m scared
Of everything
Why can’t I be full of composure?
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11. |
You
03:10
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The flowers out my window
Colored in words like the letters you wrote me
Scrambled across the yard while you're panicking
Now the air inside my lungs is finally free of aching
Looking at you back then was torture
How nice that you and I got some closure
I'll always feel guilty not being enough for
You
I don't care if you are happy living out your life with someone else
I'm not jealous anymore
No matter how I ever feel it's not the same with anyone one that I meet
I blame it on you
I blame it on
You
Wither away, your heart is not the same, but your voice still remains, I'll always be grateful for that.
It's the one thing that captured all my emotions on a dream I had so long ago
But now that I'm waking up I can't say the same anymore
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When your youth and innocence are shattered, you notice the change in your reflection, telling yourself I'm scared of you.
Growing up can be a difficult experience when everything or everyone that's hurt you defines you as someone you didn't want to be.
You find yourself constantly apologizing and feeling alone. Morphing into someone with destructive behavior and repulsive thoughts of yourself.
In time you realize all the things you've taken for granted and feel guilty about it. All the things you should have done right but you didn't. But this isn't about that. It's about wanting to overcome everything you've gone through alongside the people you have met. It's about growing up and still finding the comfort you had like when you were young
It's about apologizing for all the mistakes you've brought upon yourself and others
It's about looking at your own reflection years from now, telling yourself I'm not scared of you anymore
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